Here We Are
So… here we are at the end of yet another school year. Let’s reflect back, shall we?
This year hasn’t been the greatest. Actually, it’s sucked. I went through a long time period where I felt alone and deserted and isolated. The past year has almost been one big ball of stress. BUT! it hasn’t stayed bad. I’m happy to say that I’m ending it right. Most of the friends that I managed to drive away have come back and they even brought a few more with them. So it’s turning out to be alright after all.
I don’t mean to completely change the subject, (yes i do) but isn’t it amazing how two people can be so perfect for each other? Like, two completely different people with completely different personalities can fit together so well. It’s like a jigsaw puzzle. I’m a jigsaw puzzle but the problem is, I have this weird, funny shaped hole that no one else seems to fit. They may fit for a while, but they just won’t stick. It would take a special kind of person, shaped just the right way, to to complete me. And the beautiful thing is, I’ve found them.
And no, it’s not some stupid boy with a dumb beard who leads me on. Or another stupid boy who dumps me and then comes out of the closet. Or this other stupid boy who dumps me for the popular crowd and shatters my heart into a million pieces.
It’s my best friend. And maybe I’m her missing piece too, I don’t know. All I know is that she fits. Somehow she manages to pick me up when I fall, put me back together when I fall apart, hold me up when I can’t stand. I don’t know why, I don’t know how, but she fills in my gaps. And I have lots of gaps.
But I have a feeling that if she was someone else’s best friend, they may not feel the same way I do. That she was made to be my best friend and only my best friend. Like those plug-ins that can only go in one spot.
Maybe you think I’m weird. Maybe you’re thinking, ‘how on earth could a best friend be that important.’ But if you had one as great as I do, you would understand.
So maybe this year hasn’t been the greatest. But at the end of the day I can still call Sierra Paige my best friend… and that’s all that really matters.
